Thank You for being a friendly face
when I came into this unfamiliar place
Thank You for dismissing the hidden dangers
and for not wanting to remain strangers
Thank You for being strong and noble
and letting yourself and soul be vulnerable
Thank You for sharing your heart and soul
and letting magic happen, then paying the toll
Thank You for loving and holding and caring
Thank You for being unafraid & daring
Thank You for feeling, and not walking away
and telling me those things, you were afraid to say
Thank You for your heart and your passion
and not leaving it part of my imagination
Thank you for not being so demanding
and hurting with me, and understanding
Thank you for being nobody else but you
even when I had to walk away, be through
Thank You for jumping with your eyes wide open
and for sharing the pain, then help coping
Thank you always till the very last day
for knowing I loved you, when I walked away
Thank You for knowing it brought me to tears
and I wish it could have lasted for years
Thank You for letting me go, without hurting more
the day when I turned and walked out the door
328
You came here to meet me in 328
not for a talk or a normal date
you walk right in and get to work
I love it when you're such a jerk
our bodies tangle my sweat with yours
your eyes are opening forbidden doors
you look right through my very soul
grasping at what you think, will make you whole
taking what you need, you never decieve
getting me to give, just to leave
wanting, needing to see my jealousy
you'll never get that that out of me
I'll bend with you on every whim
just to see that smirking grin
I freely give my flesh to you
for anything you want to do
the pleasure I want, my fatal attraction
is seeing you get total satisfaction.
Be Free
Let me past your eyes, into your soul
the things you hide, that make you whole
staring into you, no regard for fear
cause I want to see your insides clear
At first you try to hold out on me
Afraid of what you'd let me see
I begged for you to just be true
show me everything inside of you
I offered you, my flesh and trust
we started with the sins of lust
look deep into my eyes, there is no fear
for the things about to happen dear
you plead with me don't go there, please
but my curiosity will not appease
I pushed you once, you warned me, true
I pushed again you followed through
but frightened not, am I inside
would've only hurt if you had lied
I gave blind faith and total trust
that you would give me, what you must
easily submitting to what I knew
would give me what's inside of you
my best memory now of you and me
is this time you let yourself be free
How did we end up here after all these years
I can't change time, these are my tears
Wasn't it just yesterday, when we were six
Playing in parks with dirty knees and sticks
And somehow, Time escaped our lives
We're grown now, memories of teenage life
Choices made, that can't be un~done
Decisions from which I'd like to run
But,
I'd never run from you, never, ever
For all we've made it through, together
U R my best friend, the one that brings the light
When misery leaves me, in the dark of night
I'd never run from you, never, ever
Choices we made, things we do
Starting a life with somebody new
But it's just not the same, security
So much for growing up & maturity
Our lives are different, the things involved
It's just crazy how our lives revolved
To take us places we never dreamed of
But I never forgot about you cuz
I'd never run from you, never, ever
For all we've made it through, together
U R my best friend, the one that brings the light
When misery leaves me, in the dark of night
I'd never run from you, never, ever
We go out to share our memories of old times
Your smile still in the back of my mind
The touch of your lips, how you held me tight
Our little escape into the dark of night
One forbidden night that leads me to remember
I'd never run from you, never, ever
For all we've made it through, together
U R my best friend, the one that brings the light
When misery leaves me, in the dark of night
I'd never run from you, never, ever
Aftermath
Did you climb another rung on the ladder
That goes over my head
Did you bring your lies & deciet
With you to our bed?
You know my faith is broken
it's a total bust
Cause it was you... I was foolish
Enough to trust
I lost blind faith, you saw to that
I'm still recovering, the aftermath
Of you
So climb another rung on the ladder that
Goes over my head
Cause what we had once
Is totally dead
My faith is broken
It's a total bust
Cause it was you... I was foolish
Enough to trust
I hope your ladder reaches high
Into the sky
Cause you'll never get a chance
To tell me another lie
I lost blind faith
You saw to that
I'm still recovering, the aftermath
Of you
Band Aids
Held together with Band~aid smiles
laughter fake as... a glass diamond
I'm losing hope I can play the part
and I'm as critical as Simon
I set you free, not to be with me
and I've not stopped regretting it yet
so what am I to do?, I wanna be with you
my stomach is so upset
I still drive past your job,
it's been so many years
but when I think of you sometimes
it still brings me to tears
I wonder do you think of me
the way I think of you
and if I grew the guts to come to you
what is it you would do
would you flat out reject me
cause time has changed our lives
would you say what I want to hear
or hold back and tell me lies
the tie that use to bind us, tightly in my grip
has slipped away just a memory
of when it slipped off my finger tip.........