Most recent babbling work........
Alive
Would you have even tried
if I spoke a word you knew I lied
turn the pages of a book
you got more than it took
throw your head back....
I’m alive
could you see the streets
that I’ve know
I could hear it in your tone
wrapped up in you to stay around
never let me hit the ground....
I’m alive
Swinging arm and arm to dance
times of love and sweet romance
throw myself right into you
everything you do, tells me...
I’m alive
throw tour head back ...Im alive
never let me hit the ground....I’m alive
everything you do tells me...I’m alive
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I fucked up!
I f ’d up!
I chose your stupid ass
cheap bastard
always everything there for u
but never, what I need
just bare necessities
nothing more
never
unromantic, selfish
never think of anyone
but yourself
what you want
what you need
or so you think
maybe I’ll grow guts
and leave for real
not just say it
again and again
with no change
in your actions
occasionally sweet
to get your way
with me
cheap bastard
even with your heart
I can’t stomach it anymore
I f ’d up!
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A Tear For E
Help me understand all this crazy violence
When cops ask questions you hear nothin’ but silence
everybody knows who killed her, who done it
but no one will say, no one will commit
an act of bravery to stand up, speak out loud
cause you’ll be dead next, just lost in the crowd
crowd of statistics and unsolved cases
bodies found, with unrecognizable faces
beaten bloody, & shot did they prove their point?
Just nod and say wassup, let em’ smoke their joint
colors have the power the boys and the money
colors have the power to take out your Auntie
so who dare speaks? Do you dare talk?
Not if you wanna live or to breathe or to walk
so they get away with killin’ her
and doin’ what they did
cause there’s the fear for the life
of my little kid
and my friends that I love
that would be in danger
I pray to God and his son,
born & laid in a manger
give me strength to find peace
for my friend that I lost
that wanted to fit in so bad,
but never knew the cost
Twenty three, young nieve,
with a heart of gold inside
a tear today I shed for her
cause she should be alive
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Always
Sometimes it seems we struggle
through every day we share
and moments pass when we forget
that someone’s always there
someone to hold your hand
walking through the dark
some one who’s left on your heart
that very special mark
the one that says I love you
when you need to hear it most
the one that won’t just disappear
or vanish like a ghost
you’re the person in my life
I’ll love until I die
and no matter where
our lives may lead
I’ll never say goodbye
our love is something special
between your heart and mine
and no matter what life gives us
I know we’ll be just fine
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My Forever
This is to my best friend
who always understands
this is to my lover
my soul is naked in your hands
you put up with me
even when I’m sappy
and I always know no matter what
you want me to be happy
you let me follow roads
you knew never existed
even when your love
is what I most resisted
you let me figure out alone
what I wanted from my life
and I knew at that moment
I wanted to be your wife
I loved you so much
it hurt inside
so I sat and I drank
and I hurt and I cried
and I called you and I told you
what I felt inside
cause deep down I had to know
I at least tried
and I knew by your voice
and your words and your tone
that you loved me too
and I had to come home
I’m glad I took the chance
though drunken and blue
to tell you all of everything
especially that I love you
cause I never would’ve known
nor would have my soul
what it’s like to be loved
how it feels to be whole
you complete me inside
you make me feel strong
I knew life without you
would just feel so wrong
and I love you more now
than I did on that day
so I guess with that
there’s nothing more to say
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